Friday, August 28, 2009

Believing is Seeing

Wednesday the 26th was my wedding anniversary. It went very well and I got to spend a decent amount of time with my wife. We spent a great evening at Annie Moore's over pints as well.

We have been together for three years, and while it has not always been perfect, it has been wonderful. I love her so very much.

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I have been so up and down. Barometric pressure rising and falling inside of me. The weight. It isn't that I am confused about what to do... but how to do it.

I see so much potential and so much beauty just squandered in the world around me. You're trampling the flowers as you dance on by [ata]. Sometimes I get so frustrated with myself because I wonder how long I have not noticed it. Did I smell love decaying and call it perfume [tc]? How long have I been asleep?

I know much of this is my transitional feelings as I go from one life to another. I know that when I am able to fully embrace my life with God, I will see better.

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